The on-line D/s Community has lost a sub/slave and friend to many of us

This is hard to write without getting to personal because I am still at lost for words  so I’ll keep it simple.

I was informed this week that we lost a young women, mother, wife, friend, and slave to her husband Master Jasper and her name was Emily. I meet Emily about 4 1/2 years ago on a D/s site that I was a member on. I remember the first time we chatted that she told me she never chatted before with others and she felt vulnerable because she had a disability and felt others would not understand her.  What I learned was that Emily was a smart intelligent women, a strong women and very knowledgeable in BDSM if you really read what she had written in chat or on the site. She was easy going, always happy even when others were not so understanding and she was still always willing to help others. We had many chats together about babies, life, even our past that were not always good things, and I will keep those chats private. Emily was much younger than I am and even though I don’t have a daughter to give advice to she was that daughter during some of our chats. Emily also taught me a lot of things I did not know about in the world of BDSM. Emily had left the site and moved on to a site that is owned by Hislordship and submissy. The site is called The SafeworDs Club . I knew Emily found a home were she felt welcomed by all and began to blossom and became a mod for the site. She made many friends and helped many others that were new in the D/s world and she never judged anyone or used labels and was always happy. When she let her little side loose and got everyone together she would have you laughing to your ribs hurt. There was many times I just sat at my comp and read the chat because she had me laughing so hard. She made people that had a bad day forget and join into her crazy little fantasies and giggle with her. She will be sadly missed and it was a privileged to call her my friend. My heart is saddened for Master Jasper and their daughters but I know Emily will be watching over them and we will all pray for them as well. I know if Emily could reach out to us she would probably say the following.

Don’t cry for me today, 
I wouldn’t want it this way. 
Be strong and smile, 
for you will see me in a while.
I know you miss me, 
but now in Heaven I will be.
Do not keep your sad face. 
We will all meet again someday.

Do not let your tears fall, 
for I cannot wipe them all.
Yes, my life wasn’t long,
But I’m begging you to be strong. 
Live every moment as if it were your last.
I won’t forget any memories that have passed.

Cherish life and love 
as I watch you from above. 
As I remember all of the good things,
I come to see I have gotten my wings.
It is time to go and fly.
As your guardian angel I will try. 

Don’t cry for me today.
I’m on my way.
Soaring through the sky, 
I watch all of you telling me with a “Rawr ” goodbye.

 We will all miss you Emily but we will not forget you,




Raining Glitter by Kylie Minogue (For all you Little subs)

Raining Glitter
Every day’s the same
Feeling every shade of grey
Playing by the rules when you wanna be led astray
Gonna miss that train, don’t take me home
I’ve got all I need right here
Soaking up the sound, gonna wash it all away
Raining glitter down on us tonight
Covering us all in magic
Never even seen them stars so bright
As the look in your eyes
Raining glitter down on us tonight
No more hiding in the shadows
Ooh, you look like diamonds in the light
Everybody put your hands up to the sky
And let it rain
We can let it rain
Let it rain down silver and gold (oh)
We all want the same
Yeah we’re looking for that hand to hold (oh oh oh)
And a stolen kiss that feels so good that it might just change your world
You can call us fools, but these dreams will never get old
Raining glitter down on us tonight
Covering us all in magic
Never ever seen them stars so bright
As the look in your eyes
Raining glitter down on us tonight
No more hiding in the shadows
Ooh, you look like diamonds in the light
Everybody put your hands up to the sky
And let it rain
This is what it’s about
Never stop
Say my name, hold me tight
In the drop
‘Cause we’re not, no we’re not giving up on love
Raining glitter down on us tonight
Covering us all in magic
Never even seen them stars so bright
As the look in your eyes
Raining glitter down on us tonight
No more hiding in the shadows (in the shadows)
Ooh, you look like diamonds in the light
Everybody put your hands up to the sky
And let it rain

Dirty Mind by Epic Boy

One of my fav. songs on our D/s play list “Dirty Mind” I know what you like Get the champagne Hands on your thighs Wanna get your body high Get low Or no I know you wanna fight Set a new pace Wanna do you right Keep your back to the sky Go slow Or noYes or yes? Do you want it in? You … Read More Dirty Mind by Epic Boy

+ Christmas

Merry Christmas to All

I wish a safe Merry Christmas to all my kinky friends and their families and a Happy New Year!
I also wish everyone good health and positive growth in their D/s journey in 2018

It was the night before Christmas, and all through this site, 
Not a sister subbies was stirring, or chatting on online. 
I guess all the subbies were strung up by their computers with care,
Hoping their Sirs soon would be there.
The critters were nestled all warm on their rugs, 
The subbies were still waiting, tied snug as a bug with a little red twinkle from their shiny butt plugs.
Then into the room there swept their dear Sirs.
They threw down their coats, and the subbies heard laughter. 
“We been busy shopping,” they said with a leer. 
“We brought lots of toys to give bad subbies good cheer.”
Then out of a black leather bag they did pull
A whole bunch of toys to make a happy subby Yule!
A flogger, a paddle, a crop, and a whip,
A St. Andrew’s cross, some clothespins to zip,
A collar locked up and leather restraints

that would hold a subby from moving all night.
Nipple clamps, suction cups, butt plugs too,
A Wattenberg wheel, and mint-flavored lube, 
Some candles, some ropes, a new cupping set,
A new leather harness that made subbies quite wet, 
A blindfold, a gag, a new spanking bench to play
And finally a leather-fur mitt for the head wench of the night. 
The Sirs approached them, their eyes all a-twinkle,
And asked, “My dear subby, how’s this little wrinkle?
“I’ll tie you, I’ll flog you, I’ll pinch, and I’ll bite,
“I’ll have so much fun, letting you beg for it all night!” 
The subbies, were speechless, and their legs had gone weak,
As they dreamed of their Sirs hand going “smack!” on their ass cheeks. 
Their eyes cast submissively down to the floor, 
They were ready to answer when in through the door
Came an Old Master, dressed up in a red leather 
With eight tiny sub ponies huddled close, and together. 
“What is this?” the new one, The Old Master, he asked. 
His eyebrow arched knowingly, slapping a subs tiny ass.
“You perverts! You freaks! Is this Christmas to you?
“You’ve forgotten some of my favorite old tools!”
Then out of his bag he pulled two more toys, 
Sure to bring pleasure to all subbies I warn: 
A full bondage harness, made just for suspension,
A swing to go with it, that got their attention! 
Then back through the door old Master did go,
And all the subbies and Sirs once more were alone.
“it’s playtime,” said all the Sirs, with their eyes eye’s all a glint, 
As they started to fasten a clamp to their subs clit. 
They moaned, they sighed, they thrashed, and they wriggled, 
and out in the yard they heard the Old Master giggle. 
Then Old Master exclaimed, as their site he was leaving,
“Merry Christmas to all, and to all a kinky good night!”


LT ♥

+ Crossroads


Epiphany arrives at the strangest time
Sometimes ridiculous, sometimes sublime
She sits alone, eyes opened wide
The paradigms shifted, and now she must decide

Before her eyes, a crossroads has appeared
Both paths are desired, both paths feared
Does she take the straight path, the one well worn
Or the path of submission, to which she feels born

To take a Sir, to guide her life
A strong man who will disperse all strife
Or to choose free will on the straight road
The expected path, to carry her own load

It’s her free will to choose either way
She wants to decide right here, today
And make this decision her lifelong choice
Her heart hears a beckoning Sir’s voice

A Sir she’s not even met, except in her heart
A Sir she desires, from whom she’d never part
A Sir who would be her life’s guiding light
A Sir who would love her with all his might

Thinking this, she knows nothing is left to decide
The decision is long past, she’s just along for the ride
More than her life, she wants this Sir of her dreams
Thinking on it now, it was forever, or so it seems

Calm and peaceful now, she silently considers all
Submitting to this Sir, dark and tall
Then from out of the blue comes a knock at her door
She somehow knows it’s him as she crosses the floor

Glancing through the peephole, she is awed by fate
Here is her Sir, she no longer must wait
She opens the door to him, and gets lost in his eyes
And he’s lost in hers, she notes with no surprise

For years, she’s been on this road, never looking back
Her Sir walks before her, and she follows in his tracks
She’s pleased with her collar, leather and black
She’s even pleased when she feels his whip’s crack

“She found her road to be who she was meant to be”

*** We all come across crossroads in our life and in our D/s journey that fear us of the unknown. It’s our choice which road we take and how far we journey down that road.  It doesn’t matter what anyone else may think about the direction you take or if it’s right or wrong.  As long as that road  enriches and fulfills what you need and want in your life and makes you happy…. that is all that matters.  Life is too short to worry about what other people may think.

Live life your way subbies be who you are meant to be

♥ LT ♥

+ Missing you tonight

Missing you tonight Sir

 You are away and I can’t sleep

I reach for your pillow to tuck under my cheek

So I can smell your scent upon your pillow case

As I close my eyes I start to reminiscence

About the last time you Sir was in bed beside me

The images I see as I drift off to sleep

Becomes so real to me

That I can feel your hand wrap around my body tightly

As your teeth bite into the back of my shoulder

while your other hand slides slowly down my body

I can feel your fingers as they enter me

Where they went so deep inside of me

I can see the blue glare in your eyes

As you look down upon me

I can still feel and taste your lips as they bite upon mine

Your  hands as they slide down to gently grab my arms

To lock my cuffs and raise them back above my head

I can hear your voice whispering in my ear

Asking me to beg you Sir to take what you need from me

I can still feel you’re beard as you slide down the center of me

I can feel you open me wide to feed your desire

As you slide between my thighs

I feel your tongue upon my flesh

And the teeth marks that you left

I feel you take all that belongs to you

Just as my body starts to quiver

I gasp and my eyes snap open

To see it’s only me who is lying here all alone Sir

So please hurry home and lay next to me

And wrap me in your arms

I miss your dominance that controls me

And you’re love that dominates my mind, body, heart and soul in me

Because Sir you are my home and always will be

Missing You

♥ Lt ♥

+ Bound


Bound are the leather cuffs that I wear

Spread out naked for your pleasure, to Dominate me

And I will drown by the pain that you will give to me

Bound to silence, I will not give in

To the sweet lashes you will deliver

Bound to obey, serve and love you is my only will

I will openly bare my soul to you

With every breath, every fear and every tear

Bound by sweet punishment I am enchanted by it

And your marks I will gladly bare from it

And my love for you only grows stronger

Bound to take from me whatever you will

As I feel your fingers hot on my skin

There is no pain that will destroy my will

Even as I draw closer I will not give in

I am floating through time and space it feels

I must not be given in, but give away my heart and soul

I am bound to throw myself in

Swallowed whole by the doors that open and close within my head

And my darkest desires that consume within me

As your hands caress my beaten flesh

Bound to heal within the pleasure of the pain you have given me

As you whispers in my ear to let you in

I lower my head and give in

Bound to release my life in your dominant hands

Knowing you will always protect me from the battle that rages within me

Bound to set me free to finally just be me

To finally let go what tries to hide inside my head

♥  Lts ♥

+ Please Sir

Please Sir

Please Sir

Make it dirty, make it slow,
Keep the rhythm dark and low,
Grind and rub me all hot and wet,
Perfume my heat with lust and sweat.

Please Sir

Paradise is right at hand
And whip and cane and belt and hand,
Heaven is in your Dominant touch and taste,

I can try to struggle, try to escape,
Unlock the handcuffs, peel off the tape,
But I can’t get away from the chains of  your Dominant love,
Which is Soft as a feather,Tight as a glove.

With All my Submission

♥ Lt ♥

Whatever You Give A Women

Whatever you give a women, she will make greater.

If you give her sperm, she’ll give you a baby….

If you give her a house, she’ll give you a home.

If you give her groceries, she’ll make you a meal.

If you give her a smile, she’ll give you her heart.

If you give her your friendship, she will respect it and treasure it.

She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her.

So if you give her crap, be ready to receive a ton of shit.



In Life

After a while you learn in life

The subtle difference between

Holding a hand and chaining a soul

and you learn that love doesn’t mean leaning

And family doesn’t always mean security

And that no one is perfect in life

And you begin to learn

That kisses aren’t contracts

And presents aren’t promises

And opinions are not always accepted

An honest is sometimes taken as being judgemental

And you begin to accept your defeats

With your head up and your eyes ahead

With a grace of who you are and what you believe

And not with the grief of what others may think

And you learn to move forward

To build all your roads on today

Because tomorrow ground is

To uncertain for plans

And futures have a way

Of falling down Mid- Flight

After a while you learn

That even sunshine burns

If you get too much

So you plant your own garden

And decorate your own soul

Instead of waiting

For someone to bring you flowers

And to learn

That you really can endure

That you are really strong

And you really do have worth

And you learn and you learn

With every step in life you learn

♥ LT ♥

This Is Me.

There comes a time when you have to stand up and shout: This is me DAMN IT! I look the way I look, think the way I think, feel the way I feel, love the way I love and live my life they way I want to live it!  I am a whole complex package. Take me…or leave me. Accept me – or walk away! Do not try to make me feel like less of a person, just because I don’t fit your idea of how I should be and don’t try to change me to fit your mold. If I need to change, I alone will make that decision. When you are strong enough to love yourself 100 %, good and bad – you will be amazed at the opportunities that life present you. Even if society as a whole does not agree! You only get to live life one time, so live it your way and enjoy it. So with that said: Happy D/s Everyone and have a great day! 🙂




I kneel before you surrendering 

My mind, body, heart and soul

You will always hold and control

I will always be whatever you demand

Your precious gem, your pet, your slut,

Or as wanton or dirty as you demand

I quiver in silence for that warm embrace

Or your dominant voice or touch that will send me to my submissive place

Sir please bend and break me and then rebuild me again

Control my body to serve your every desire and need

Unlock those chains that lock my heart and my soul

With the key that your dominant heart only holds

Sir so teach me what I need to learn so I can

Become the perfect submissive you will always need and deserve

Than show me what you most desire

So I can feed your dominant soul and keep that fire burning within

So it will build and burn in our hearts and make them beat as one

And with this one heart we will continue this journey and make it only what we need it to be

With one heart in which you will always keep locked, dominate and own within me.

 by Lts