This is hard to write without getting to personal because I am still at lost for words so I’ll keep it simple.
I was informed this week that we lost a young women, mother, wife, friend, and slave to her husband Master Jasper and her name was Emily. I meet Emily about 4 1/2 years ago on a D/s site that I was a member on. I remember the first time we chatted that she told me she never chatted before with others and she felt vulnerable because she had a disability and felt others would not understand her. What I learned was that Emily was a smart intelligent women, a strong women and very knowledgeable in BDSM if you really read what she had written in chat or on the site. She was easy going, always happy even when others were not so understanding and she was still always willing to help others. We had many chats together about babies, life, even our past that were not always good things, and I will keep those chats private. Emily was much younger than I am and even though I don’t have a daughter to give advice to she was that daughter during some of our chats. Emily also taught me a lot of things I did not know about in the world of BDSM. Emily had left the site and moved on to a site that is owned by Hislordship and submissy. The site is called The SafeworDs Club . I knew Emily found a home were she felt welcomed by all and began to blossom and became a mod for the site. She made many friends and helped many others that were new in the D/s world and she never judged anyone or used labels and was always happy. When she let her little side loose and got everyone together she would have you laughing to your ribs hurt. There was many times I just sat at my comp and read the chat because she had me laughing so hard. She made people that had a bad day forget and join into her crazy little fantasies and giggle with her. She will be sadly missed and it was a privileged to call her my friend. My heart is saddened for Master Jasper and their daughters but I know Emily will be watching over them and we will all pray for them as well. I know if Emily could reach out to us she would probably say the following.
Don’t cry for me today,
I wouldn’t want it this way.
Be strong and smile,
for you will see me in a while.
I know you miss me,
but now in Heaven I will be.
Do not keep your sad face.
We will all meet again someday.
Do not let your tears fall,
for I cannot wipe them all.
Yes, my life wasn’t long,
But I’m begging you to be strong.
Live every moment as if it were your last.
I won’t forget any memories that have passed.
Cherish life and love
as I watch you from above.
As I remember all of the good things,
I come to see I have gotten my wings.
It is time to go and fly.
As your guardian angel I will try.
Don’t cry for me today.
I’m on my way.
Soaring through the sky,
I watch all of you telling me with a “Rawr ” goodbye.
We will all miss you Emily but we will not forget you,
♥ LT ♥